POETRY

I SEARCH FOR YOU

3 years later and I continue to search for you
I search for you in the echos of my mind
In between robot lights and when I press rewind
7 billion people yet nothing do I find
I search for you in the boys found in books
Red tiles and rope hooks
In broken promises and untold truths
I search for you in the last sip of my tea
In the caffeine of my coffee
In an empty hotel lobby
I search for you in each and every crowd
In the figures found in a cloud
I listen for your heartbeat , big and loud
I search for you in my city lights
Waiting for our fire to reignite
What about that future that was oh so bright
I search for you in the crashing waves
In dark caves and sunrays
What Is this personality that I crave
I search for you in art frames
Graffitied names, broken glass and video games
I search for you in shoe laces people walking at fast paces malls and unknown faces
I search for you on the internet
Hoping to find a result with intellect
Damaged minds and architects
I search for you in bitten nails, sealed envelops and blackmail, stolen hearts and thoughts in jail
I search for you in song lyrics
Broken records and acrylics, Blowing leaves and wooden creeks
I search for you in smile of another  scanning alleys for my next lover, in
Torn pages and book covers hoping to re discover..
I search for you in between my written words in museums and crosswords
Burnt pictures and mockingbirds
I search for you in traffic lights , white lies and arithmetics, stretched rumors and elastics
I search for you in a math equation
In an English cohesion, tipexed words and sports ambition
I search for you in guitar strings
Piano keys and and vocal rings
carved wood and recordings
I search for you on pen and paper
Hoping I’ll find you sooner or later
Pictured filters,  everything is blur
I search for you in raindrops
Thunder storms and shoe shops
Flowing tears and rooftops
I search for you in old albums
cursed memories and past problems
Scared minds and mental asylums
I search for you on TV screens
Pretty faces and death scenes
Movie theaters and nicotine

Time is but just a number one that plan to master for you I will continue to search a month a week a year in mind never do you disappear